Out of my head

I just need to wake up
Get out of this nightmare
Save me

Save me 
Will anybody save me?
This cold, cold, cruel world
Keeps pushing me away
People try to love me
Try to hand me the whole damn world
But someone shows me garbage
And I take it every time
Over and over again
When will I read the signs?

I keep dying
Over and over again
But I still wake up
Back inside this nightmare

When will it end?
Get out of my head
Am I dead?

When will it end?
Get out of my head
Am I dead?

Am I dead?

Your man won the lottery
He’s so lucky to have you
You’re my dream girl
I’d give you the world
Everything I crave to hear
But not from the one
I wish it came from
And I don’t understand
Why?

Why?
Oh, whyyy?

 

Why can't you even give me a compliment?

Is that so hard?

Why do you treat me like shit?

Break the cycle
End it now
He doesn’t deserve you
Or your love
Or your healing
You gave him the world
He handed you trash
But you are not trash
You’re fire

You’re magic
You deserve the best
Truth

Honesty

Respect
Being loved out loud
Being spoiled

Being seen

 

Why are you trying to hide me away?

Are you that ashamed of me?

Do you even like me?

I keep dying
Over and over again
But this time I rise up
And I step out of the nightmare

When will it end?
Get out of my head
Am I dead?

When will it end?
Get out of my head
Am I dead?

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When will it end?

Get out of my head

Am I dead?

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When will it end?

Get out of my head

Am I dead?

Am I dead?