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Puppet Master

Sixteen by the river
Laughing with my friends

The best of times
Staring at the night sky
Like the stars would never end
Life was flying by
Bam

Pow

Blinked and now
I’m in my 30s wondering
Where the hell did it all go now?
Feels like wasted time

Wasted space
Wasted breath

Wasted days
Letting all those voices
Tell me who I should be

In every way

But fuck the no’s

I’m done with that
Do what I want

No turning back
You say be normal

You ain’t enough
well watch me rise

I’m calling your bluff

Watch me rise

You ain’t gonna control me

Control me
I’m not your puppet on a string
You don’t get to pull my heartbeat
Don’t get to tell me anything
I broke the box you tried to keep me in
I snapped those strings you tied
You ain’t the puppet master 
I’m the one who’s damn alive

I’m the one who’s damn alive

I used to let your judgment
Cut deep like a knife
You tried to pull my strings
Like you owned my life
You can’t do this

You won’t make it
Stop dreaming

Stay small
Now I hear that shit and laugh 
What did you say?
Hmph Yeah

That’s what I thought
Watch me climb

Watch me grow
To the top

I won’t stop
I’m unstoppable

And you already know

I'm unstoppable

You already know

Every doubt

Every fear

I leave behind
I’ve got my fire

My voice

My mind
Nothing can stop me

When I stand tall
I hear my heartbeat

I’ll conquer it all

I'll conquer it all
 

You ain’t gonna control me

Control me
I’m not your puppet on a string
You don’t get to pull my heartbeat
Don’t get to tell me anything
I broke the box you tried to keep me in
I snapped those strings you tied
You ain’t the puppet master 
I’m the one who’s damn alive

I'm the one who's damn alive


Save me

Save me
Nah

I saved myself
I tore down every wall
You built around my mental health

You can't stop me 
No more strings

No more shame
No more pulling me your way 
I live life by my rules now

My rules now
Only mine

Day after day

Day after day

I"M FREE

You ain’t gonna control me

Control me 
I’m not your puppet anymore
You can try to shut me down

Shut me down
But I’ll just kick open every door
I burned the box you tried to hide me in
I’m rising

Unapologetic and wild 
You ain’t the puppet master 
I am no one’s toy

I am no ones child

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I'm not your puppet anymore

I'm free

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