Outside looking in

I'm on the outside looking in
Is this pretend?
The life I desire
The ones I'll meet
I'm walking the wire
Not gonna take a seat
Gotta stop looking in
Gonna walk thru that door

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I keep holding on
Holding on
Holding onto my old life
I'm almost there
But then stop
Turn
Look around
Take a step back in

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I feel like im walking this path alone
No one sees this dream i see
Flipping over every stone
The path is only lit for me

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I keep holding on
Holding on
Holding onto my old life
I'm almost there
But then stop
Turn
Look around
Take a step back in

Gonna keep walking
One step at a time
Gonna keep walking
One step at a time
Gonna keep walking 
One step at a time

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I keep holding on
Holding on
Holding onto my old life
I'm almost there
But then stop
Turn
Look around
Take a step back in

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No more
I'm letting go
No more
Not turning around
No more
Walking thru that door

Where does this go? 
Into the unknown 
Gotta trust
Gotta let go
No more running
Gonna run this show
Gonna rule the world